So many words. Not enough paper in this world. Don't hurt the trees over me.

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Bad Habit

Say you don’t love me but of course I just refuse, to see between the lines of all the times you just elude.

To me you’re a vixen, I mean my addiction. I mean my prescription. I’d love to overdose.

I’d lay in comatose with painted smile upon my face and lay in style upon my grace of knowing I was the artist.

A pretty picture was painted and you depict it as the mastery of loving in disaster, see…

I love when you touch me. Hit me ’til I bleed and yell. You run through my veins, and I want you to see yourself.

You want to see my heart? If I cut it out and place it in your hands, will you show it to your friends or shove it in your pocket and begin to just pretend…

I don’t exist to you. I’m hit or miss to you. Bitch, I’m the bomb. At your heart I aim my missiles through.

Yes, through and not at it. This is the second time; (b)ad ha(b)it.

So now I’m left with time on this rooftop. Just watched my shoes drop. I have to chase them. With you, my time is wasting.


Shed No Tears

Do I have to build up walls just to see if you’ll break them down? Do I have to give up talking just so you hear the sound…

of my actions because they scream louder than words, in fact. Am I wrong for wanting so bad just to hurt you back?

Am I crazy? Am I just way too ambitious for the wrong things? Am I just too eager to see the consequences wrong brings?

See I bleed with a pen in my hand in hopes that you hear my heart breaking into pieces and it shatters all your hearing apparatuses and maybe now you’re battered and the shattering of silence brings your mindset to my violence.

Revel in it; kill and bury yourself with shovels in it. Dig until you can’t go any further and you hear you’ve hit my heart. Then go on your attack; that’s what you wanted from the start.

You no longer have to lie about intentions, see the fire’s out, to mention the dimensions of simplicity and what your bullshit did to me. One question!

What the fuck you ever did for me?

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